Friday, March 20, 2009

excited/scared

yesterday I went with Tonee' to look into a medical assistant program, we talked about how she loved going to school...and since the job search isn't going so well...why not go back...but then she asked me...if I wanted to go with her??? what?? I'm supposed to tell her to go to school!!! so we went yesterday....had the tour, the financial part (yuck) and learned about the program....and "drumroll"....this is not a picture of her scrubs....it's mine!!!! Oh my Lord what have I done???

I have never been so excited and scared almost equally!! well I guess you might of knew they're my scrubs...for the "short" sticker on the pants...and you know what they're shorts and still long on me...but the good thing is when I was grabbing sizes off the shelf...to what I thought I would need...I ended up with 2 sizes smaller...which was really cool!!! I think in the end...I was the most nervous about drawing blood...not affraid of blood..but just the idea of hurting someone...but I guess that's why they teach you, and of course I started to throw doubt out there...if I was too..big to do CPR...if I let all the doubts go through my head...I would go nuts...but I'm learning that even the most confident people have those doubts sometimes.....my dream job would be to work in a weight loss doctors office...I think that would be right up my alley...but I have a year to worry about the job hunt part of it.....so not going to worry about that til' then...Oh well I am determined to finish pricing my scrapbook stuff for the sale on sunday...at scrappy chic...don't really have as much as I thought..but still feels good having it moved out!!

11 comments:

Taniwha said...

WooooWoooooo! Go you! Brilliant news, good on you. And you're right, everyone has doubts. I am surprised at some of the things people say to me sometimes. It makes me wonder what impression they have of me and I said to my BF the other day, if people knew what was going on in my head they wouldn't think I was so cheerful etc! You never know what other people are thinking do you!
Absolutely fantastic LO's as well, I love them all, especially the trip one and the car pics, great work!

Ashley said...

That's awesome! You will be aaaamazing.

Susan said...

Staci,

This is SO Awesome. I am SO excited for you!!

Robin said...

Staci!!!! That is awesome news!! I am so proud of you.

Anonymous said...

I'm so proud of you!

I'll see you at the garage sale on Sunday...

Erin

MichelleS said...

that is awesome and you will do great...how cool to go to school with your daughter too!

Adrienne said...

OMG! congratulations! I am sooooo super excited for you! I love school! :D I think this is soooo neat!

Anonymous said...

YOU GO GIRLFRIEND!!!! If I can do it you can do it! I know you will be so happy you made this decision. You can do anything you set your mind to, I have faith in you!

Jeniece

Patti H said...

You go girl. You can do anything now!!!

Silvitanova said...

That's great news!

vannasmom said...

congrats on going back to school , if i can draw blood you can too .. You will be totally nervous at first , but trust me its a piece of cake!