Friday, August 1, 2008

Monroe county fair

Blogger...put a hold on my blog for a bit.....said it was being checked to make sure it wasn't a spam blog.....so it's good to be back......the kids went to the county fair......I just didn't feel like going...it was so hot!!! I remember last year.....we all went.....but I was glad Tonee' offered to take sommer...and they did bring me home some cotton candy.....and when they said they got their face painted....I honestly thought it would've been sommer, but oh no.....sommer didn't want hers painted...but check out Chris and Tonee'...
yep....was kinda scary.............having the joker...and butterfly face walk through my door....they're CRAZY!!!


and I wanted to thank my friends that in the most loving way...worry about me...I am blessed that so many people in my life care, I'm just going through something...right now...I guess it's the pissed off....stage!! is that a stage?? to be honest I am just tired...I need this nightmare to be over...I want to wake up tomorrow...roll over...see Ed next to me....and tell him all about this awful nightmare...I had....and then he tells me that...everythings okay...it was just a dream...(now that's not to much to ask for...right??)...but I know it's not a dream...I know he's not going to be there in the morning...and I guess that's why I'm pissed!!!


9 comments:

Benita said...

{{{Staci}}} Yep, the pissed off stage is all part of the mourning process. You'll keep asking yourself "why him?", but never seem to get an answer :(

I was having problems with my blog as well, but through IE, so I just downloaded firefox & now everything seems fine. Goodbye IE!

{{{hugs}}}

jan said...

Just thinkning of you...today, Staci...pray you have a day that makes you smile. Enjoy !
jan

Michelle said...

can't wait to see the layouts you make using those painted face pics!

(((hugs))) think about you often....

Meg Giroux said...

Hi Staci! I am sorry you are going through a rough time right now. I am so sorry for your loss...
I dont know if you remember me, Its meg for twopeas gallery, I havent been on there lately, I have actually been hanging out at a place a little smaller, I went by Olive313 and I wrote to you about my tattoo on my back that I wanted to scrap. Well, I purchased the somerset memories mag for july and my gosh girl YOU ROCK!!! The album and pages you did are incredible! I saw your blog address and thought I could reconnect with you. I was so excited I keep telling my husband that you were my first online friend at two peas and I couldnt wait to get home to blog you and let you know how awesome it is that you were published in the mag!!!
I will keep you in my prayers that soon you will be able to smile and I bet that wonderful husband of yours is smiling right back down at you, watching you all the time. Hugs :)
Meg

Sandi Arnold said...

BIG HUGS (STACI) to you and yes some days you can feel down right MAD!!! But we'll get you through this...and it will get better, even though Ed's not here, he's in your heart always! I think the kids look like they had a wonderful time at the Fair...and I love their painted faces! Can't wait to see that layout, it should be fun! Always thinking about you and thanks for all your help with my publishing questions, your my Publishing Guru!

Babydoll said...

The face painting was cute!!

I'll be praying for sweet dreams to come your way soon. :)

Anonymous said...

Hang in there babe...

Jeniece

~Sasha Farina~ said...

sending you a few thousands *hugs* Staci :)

Carla said...

I think pissed off is one of the many stages of grief.

Hang in there! If you need anything I'm here for you...