One year...........

I got these gorgeous flowers delivered this weekend from Ed's sister angy.....really made my weekend....I was scared of the year coming up...on losing Ed....I think through the first year, you get through certain firsts.....almost look forward to getting through each one....so now what?? This has been at times the slowest year...and then seeming to have blinked...and only seen him a week ago....but no it's been a year since I talked to him, touched him.......and I honestly don't know how I made it....but the plan was to keep busy all weekend, and that we did took the girls away for the weekend, scrapbooked with friends...spent time with my mom....and then me and the girls got our pics done....by Robin from once upon a memory photography....she was so awesome....even though we were a little late, the weather ended up being gorgeous and it felt good being there with the girls....oh yeah and Chris....him and tonee got a couple shots together, but I think the pics are going to come out beautiful...there were leaves everywhere....it was the perfect spot....and I want to come back...and take more pics...there....some pics of sommer enjoying the pool at the holiday inn.....
some other exciting news....my group counselor...suggested that I eat a small meal..this weekend ( I know I was a little shocked by this too..) Sommer kept saying mom...maybe they're setting you up...to see if you eat?? but I kept it real small and just had a scoop of scrambled eggs...at the hotel....but I think they're just wanting to test myself...to see I can have a little without jumping off the deep end.....but tonight is weigh in....and we shall see..how that goes...

mom and sommer came down to visit the crop arean.......

and here were my croppin' partners in crime.....I actually got 10 pages done...which is alot for me!! but I tried not to scrap the week before so I think I had a creative build up.....

Will post the layouts soon..............

missing you......