excited/scared

yesterday I went with Tonee' to look into a medical assistant program, we talked about how she loved going to school...and since the job search isn't going so well...why not go back...but then she asked me...if I wanted to go with her??? what?? I'm supposed to tell her to go to school!!! so we went yesterday....had the tour, the financial part (yuck) and learned about the program....and "drumroll"....this is not a picture of her scrubs....it's mine!!!! Oh my Lord what have I done???

I have never been so excited and scared almost equally!! well I guess you might of knew they're my scrubs...for the "short" sticker on the pants...and you know what they're shorts and still long on me...but the good thing is when I was grabbing sizes off the shelf...to what I thought I would need...I ended up with 2 sizes smaller...which was really cool!!! I think in the end...I was the most nervous about drawing blood...not affraid of blood..but just the idea of hurting someone...but I guess that's why they teach you, and of course I started to throw doubt out there...if I was too..big to do CPR...if I let all the doubts go through my head...I would go nuts...but I'm learning that even the most confident people have those doubts sometimes.....my dream job would be to work in a weight loss doctors office...I think that would be right up my alley...but I have a year to worry about the job hunt part of it.....so not going to worry about that til' then...Oh well I am determined to finish pricing my scrapbook stuff for the sale on sunday...at scrappy chic...don't really have as much as I thought..but still feels good having it moved out!!