long week

I can't believe that a week ago......I was at CHA...I am so glad that I went.....but let me tell you it has been a rough week after, I just felt wiped out.....both physically and metally...and creatively...is that a word?? I am learning that when i get to get away...I can enjoy it and have fun.....but afterwards I seem to hit a bottom, the closer we got to home I felt it coming, hearing all the other ladies I was with get phone calls from their husbands/boyfriends , knowing that I wasn't going to get that call....and that I was going home....and he wouldn't be there...I cried on and off for like 2 days afterwards, I keep a picture in my car...usually above my visor...and I actually had to take it down.....it just hurt to much, to look at someone...I want so bad to be back in my life, but know in my heart that he won't ..........but with my faith, friends and family....I keep going, even though I sometimes just feel like a robot....just getting through the days....each day gone , is a day closer to being with him.....I am supposed to go and crop at alisons tomorrow, I figured even if I don't feel like croppin' maybe just hang out....shoot I never get anything done...at crops lately anyway!!! but enough with the jabberin'.......I have been just playin' at my scrap table this week.......I got a new toy...the round it all.....didn't know that Scrappy Chic got them in....so basically I rounded anything and everything....... it was great for rounding the edges on acrylic and chipboard.....cardboard!! I also watched Ali edwards play with alcohol inks at CHA...she was droppin' dots on acrylic and it made these cool circle smears....so I made this tiny mini book for sommer of her birthday.......check out the rounded corners....

how cool is that?? I wonder if you could ink the entire thing to make colored acrylic..?

okay I rounded the corners on my CHA book too...I told you I was rounding everything!!

I am still working on it....but I wanted to show you a page....where I decided to add all the buttons I collected from the booths at CHA....this book is going to be so heavy...and bulky.....oh well....it's for me...

did a couple simple pages....this pic was inspired by renee, she loves those blurry messed up pics......can you guess where I am..?? in the bathroom stall at the hotel we stayed in.....don't worry I'm not sitting on the pot or anything...just thought the door had a cool look....it's funny 'cause I remembered to shut off my flash...I thought if people start seeing a flash go off...what exactly are they going to think I am taking a picture of???

another one...this is a great picture of mikey and sommer.....

sommer is going to a monster truck show tonight...so i know she is going to have fun.....never thought my girl would be so excited to go ....thanks everybody...for always being there...even when I am having a crappy day...and post here...I feel like I let it out....crazy or not!! and I feel better.....