had fun....

had fun hanging out at Scrappy Chic yesterday.....with renee, I got 3 layouts & a journal page done...and I think renee got 2 pages & a journal page done...which is pretty amazing...cause usually we hardly get a layout done...when we are together...too..much talking or shopping??!! speaking of shopping...she also surprised me with a gift card for scrappy chic!! for my birthday.. thanks girl....so I got to go shoppin' for all the new Making memories....passport line!!! this one is some heidi swapp...and new glitter thickers..for the DT
another one for the DT....lots of butterflies this month...this paper is from cherry arte...

and this months journal prompt word is "never" and when I messed up on this picture I was printing...realized half way through printing that it was the wrong picture, so I pushed the cancel button...but look at the cool thing it did...almost like the picture faded out....so for my title...all I could think about when I heard the word never, was never say never.....which is so true..in many ways in my life...

So I have a feeling that this is going to be a crappy birthday....my family...is so unhappy!! it really sucks!! My one wish would be for Ed to walk through that door tomorrow...and just take me away...I miss the way he would make me feel on my birthday....the morning kiss (you know the ones you wake up to) oh..how I miss those.....and then he would always call first thing...he had to make sure he called before mom...and would sing the entire birthday song to me....long and drawn out...and horribly out of toon....but it was for me..and I will always miss it....yep this one is going to sting...it already feels forced.......but I do appreciate the love from my friends....and I hate when I get in the debbie downer mood....so i will get through it...it will probably go better than I think....I will be okay..