bad night!!

I don't know if it's just the fact that I haven't seen Ed in almost 4 weeks!!! or the fact that tomorrow is thanksgiving, and I don't feel like celebrating, I had no clue on how to do sommers math homework(oh my gosh that stuff is hard) or the kids giving me their christmas lists........but I could'nt sleep ....and pretty much cried myself to sleep last night....I just want one more night with him....just one more....but I finally feel asleep....but everybody says their are going to be nights like that.......but I hope not too..many! My mom came across this old pic of all of us at the J.A.R. christmas party....had to be 1990 or 1991....its Ed, me, mom & dad.....and the bosses....We look so young...and my hair is lovely!! ha,ha.....and its nice to remember when mom and dad were still together...... and i did another page.....but this is it till the friday crop...cause I packed up the supplies....love this pic of lil mikey on the backporch in his p.j's!!

Tonight is project Runway.....so looking forward to that..plus Mom is coming out....to get ready for thanksgiving....tomorrow is thanksgiving....but it just doesn't feel like it...